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[Tuesday
Jan 18 @ 8:08pm ] |
everyone add ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.1) city_____lights
I'm not gonna use this journal anymore, but I'm not gonna delete it. The new is very uncharacteristic of me, as sally and i established (lol), but eh I needed a change.
<3
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[Monday
Jan 17 @ 9:01pm ] |
pretty new layout thanks to 31483. but now I need a new userpic...
any suggestions?
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[Thursday
Jan 13 @ 8:06pm ] |
I'd like to write a pointless, long entry. No worries, you guys don't have to read it or anything.
First of all, Alex, I'm really sorry about your eel =( Hope you feel better..
Second of all, Sally&Lauren, tomorrow is gonna be the shiznit. Man, I missed going to the AMC with you guys <3
Thirdly, Andrea, if you ever need to talk about anything, you know I'm here =)
fourth(ly?), everyone else, you guys are the best. you should know that..
on to the pointlessness------
doesn't it kind of feel like everything is sorta.. falling apart? I'm not complaining about life or anything because it can be a lot worse.. which I experienced first hand the past few days. (don't ask about it, it's personal&I don't feel comfortable talking about it). You know, this year has been absolute shit. At least for me.. & some of you might be thinking 'she has it so good..' but for those of you that feel that way, trust me, there's a lot more that you don't have any idea about. My grades are effing horrible. Gah.. it'll be a miracle if I pass all my classes by the 20 week. I'm really hoping things are gonna turn around though. I don't like my math teacher; I don't think she teaches well. I don't understand geometry. well, actually, I'm starting to now, but I fell too behind in the beginning of the year. I like English. I really hope I pass the R&J test on tuesday (is that right?) && the essay. I have no idea what to write about in the essay.. but hopefully I'll figure it out. I'm not gonna procrastinate this time.. I'm not, I swear. I really hope I don't have to see another emergency room for another lifetime. So Blockbuster stopped late fees huh? that was random... I think I'm getting tired of my layout and userpic.. but I'm not sure yet. I can never really tell when I'm bored with something or just bored with myself. does that make any sense? The picture was an accident. I like the way it came out though. I don't want to go to school tomorrow. Actually, I do. did anyone get the spanish hw? were we supposed to write in english or in spanish? i really wonder what it feels like to be close to death. i wonder what it feels like to be shot. not that i want to experience either. i wonder what its like to die.. i wonder what its like to be rich. or famous. i like lava lamps. i want a huge lava lamp. like.. sky scraper sized. thatd cost a lot of money to light it up though. As sally would say, disney is dick. that has nothing to do with anything. I'm sorry if I annoy any of you. I'm sorry if I piss any of you off. I'm sorry for everything. Maybe I should've apologized more up there when I had your guys' attention hah. oh well. i want a nectarine. im sorry if i exclude you guys. im sorry if i make you feel like shit. I'M SORRY.. I really am. I'm sorry I haven't kept in touch with all of you. I'm sorry that some friendships have died. I'm sorry that I'm not the person I used to be. I'm sorry I've changed... but change is inevitable. I don't think I've changed for the worse either. I think I've just.. I don't know, changed. I need a life.. that would be nice. i feel so losery. i cant wait til i can drive. i never used to care, but now i want to know the feeling of being alone on the road.. being able to decide where I want to go. when i want to go. and just knowing that at any time i can drive away. i wish i could fly. i wish i could do a lot of things. im sure you're wishing i could shutup right now because this is making your friends page annoying to go to. at least it isn't huge pics though right? I know that you guys always say my pics keep you entertained and im sure this is really a boring change, but i dont know.. i haven't actually written in this.. a long entry at least for awhile. you know some people can see so damn different when you first meet them & then they open up more and theyre completely different. and for the worse too. sucks doesn't it? well. i'm done for now. i kinda feel like i want to do this more often. i like the feeling of writing everything down and having nothing on my mind. makes me feel ok again. you know? maybe not. much love <3 next entry wont be text, i promise. it'll be pics from tomorrow =D heh. sorry all you guys who want me to go to the game... hope you guys have a killer time.
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[Wednesday
Jan 12 @ 2:44am ] |
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ugh fuck. I hate emergency rooms.
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[Tuesday
Jan 11 @ 6:00pm ] |
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I need someone to fucking save me.
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[Sunday
Jan 09 @ 5:28pm ] |
Why does this seem off to me?...
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[Friday
Jan 07 @ 7:06pm ] |
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I got better yesterday so today Juliet and I went to the mall! Yay.
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[Wednesday
Jan 05 @ 11:14pm ] |
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[Friday
Dec 31 @ 1:00pm ] |
I've already had this lj for a year. I wonder how long I'll have it.
Last years update:
[great i just wrote an entry but guess what? it got erased cuz this comp sucks! well my laptop is still broken and it sucks but im too ashamed to tell anyone. on the 10th i get to see the broadway show thing of chicago. am i excited? yes i am. well its gonna be cool. oh yea HAPPY NEW YEAR! yea yea new day new year SAME SHIT! whatever. who cares? it sucks just like last year but eventually the sun will shine down upon my life and i'll be happy again just like i used to be. not that i really have anything to complain about its just. im sad i dunno its hard to explain. well my new years resolutions were 1) write at least 100 poems this year 2) read at least 1000 3) dont let these bastards that try to fuck me over get to me! yea well thats all 3 pathetic resolutions but hey theyre still resolutions. well i have nothing else to say so i'll end this entry with a big FUCK YOU
-dumb blonde]
Right. Didn't stick to ANY of those resolutions.
This years update:
I guess I've changed a lot in the past year, but I don't really care. I'll change again this year, but it's not going to be in the way I expect. Is it ever? I'm sick again. I'm always sick around this time of the year. No one's even reading this update.
Resolutions:
[01]Keep in better health. Jesus, I'm tired of being sick all year round.
[02]Uh bring up my grades. These grades are by far the worst I've ever had.
[03]Hmm.. stop eating beef. Completely.
There are my losery resolutions. Already crossed out because hell, I know I'm not gonna do it.
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[Wednesday
Dec 29 @ 1:26pm ] |
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Yesterday was great. It was awesome seeing Nicole again. I already miss her. Of course, many many pictures were taken. Here are a few. You know me, I'm too lazy to post ALL the pictures..
( partay )
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[Sunday
Dec 26 @ 3:26am ] |
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Morning everyone. I couldn't sleep anymore, so I came online. This entry is pointless, but eh. Maybe I'll post random pictures. I really don't have anything better to do. Kinda sad, huh?
( It's 3:26 and I'm posting pictures... )
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[Friday
Dec 24 @ 6:16pm ] |
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new layout & new userpic. good? bad? instead of bothering everyone with more pictures, I'll only leave you all with one..
much.love.
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Just want to thank 31483 for the awesome layout. <3 
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